Wednesday, December 12, 2007

and the battle begins...

….I’m starting again… starting to let out the inner being hidden for too long… Exciting, elating, liberating, yet deeply frightening at the same time... What shall escape from this damaged and very private mind… this sultry, convoluted, selfish, selfless mind (or is that just my heart…) Not sure...all a muddle at this point...

I’m hoping this will help me uncover the answers to so many unanswered questions… The ironies of my life…

Dedicated to the one who’s inspired me to start this… to start this vicious yet tender cycle belonging to no one… absolutely no one but me…


Black hole

The black hole in my belly has laid dormant for so many years; just now deciding to awake to something unreal…surreal…

Why? Stay asleep, simple, easy, uncomplicated! My heart pulsating to fervent thoughts, craving for an unsullied touch, my nerves trembling, my passion euphoric… Why? This shouldn't be happening… You exploded; dispersing an abundance of dangerous and starved emotions through out my dormant body…. My fragile heart can’t endure this quenching thirst…Is it able? Able to reach so far; able to surrender to the sweet, oh so sweet cravings…haunting me; ensnaring me…I’ve come this far… Please, don’t take my sanity away from me…. Whatever your intentions may be…

- KSS

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