Stream of consciousness of the unknown

Listening to the beat of truth floating through my mind of both bliss and sorrow aware of the potential risk that imminent pain may cause yet turning a blind eye and shaking away the lies that keep returning to haunt my surreal ties of passion and warmth with an image of sweetness and love truly endless so time slowly passes not knowing what is to come whether bitter tears or serene laughter will become my reality of conflict between past and present and all those questions left floating amidst the fog of fear and risk while I lay down looking at the pale and empty wall resembling the unknown in my mind with the tension of emptiness and the scorching clench in my stomach unable to differentiate happiness from sadness anxiety from excitement nor elation from apprehension and haunching something so foreboding yet so right feeling a sentiment so pleasant yet sorrowful and knowing something so romantic yet brutal which leaves me in a state of the unknown once again an abundance of questions left unanswered that only the vicious cycle of time can tell...